Vegas and A Boy...

What goes on in Vegas...STAYS in Vegas. That WILL be the case when I go there June 28th thru July 5th. My friend Amanda texted me tonight and told me that she is getting my plane ticket tomorrow morning. I am SOOOOO excited. I don't have to pay for the plane ticket OR the whole hotel which I think is amazing but also not necessary but Amanda insists and you do NOT cross her. I will be forever in her debt that's for sure. This is going to be like the 21st birthday I never had lol. I plan on taking a TON of pictures and putting them on Facebook and Myspace so none of y'all are going to be left out I promise. It's going to be me, my old roommate Patrick from Disney, Amanda, and I think a couple of other people. I cannot WAIT till June gets here.

So there is this boy I have been talking to for the past week. He knows he is too lol. I first started talking to him last Saturday online and he told me that he was going to be might be going to C Street that night, the gay bar in Champaign, and I told him that I was going to be there as well for a friends birthday. I actually totally forgot about our conversation until I was at the club standing by the entrance with some of my friends and low and behold there he was introducing himself to me. I can honestly I was shocked (and I have told him that already) and I did not say much because I didn't really know what to say. I didn't talk to him again for the rest of the night, but as I was leaving I saw him by the door and gave him a big smile ;).

I think we started texting each other the next day and we have texted everyday since. At first I told him that I didn't think that I would ever date someone like him mainly because if his age and I have had bad experiences with that. But it was either last night before I fell asleep or this morning when I was getting ready for work, it just hit me, he seems a lot different then all those other guys I have dated in the past. He is sweet, sincere, and I know he would never do anything to hurt me. It is true that we do not each other that well as of yet but hopefully we will soon enough. We get to see each other on Saturday after I get off work and I am really excited about it. Now, mind you, I am going to take my time on this. I always seem to rush into things and I'm the one that always gets hurt so I am going to take it slow. But hopefully I am right that this one is different than all the rest. Hopefully there will be something there. But like he said...if it does not work we will still be the best of friends. I could not agree more. I have not told him this yet...but whenever I meet a new guy he is stuck with me for life...I am not going to lose him without a fight.

I know you are sleeping now sweetie...sweet dreams and I will be seeing you soon enough...

Live, Laugh, Love

 

IM MOVING...Again!!!!

Yes it is true...I am once again moving out of state. Last night I was talking to my sister, Jessica, on Facebook who is in the Navy. She is getting deployed in September for six months and asked me if I wanted to move out to Washington State where she lives and look after her apartment while she is gone. At first I was a bit skeptical because I had never actually lived on my own before and I'll be further away from family than I have ever been before in my life. But then I decided that this will probably be a good thing for me. Yes I will be on my own but I am sure I will make some new friends and have a blast. Yes I will be very far away from my family but that is why the phone and internet was invented so I can always get a hold of them. Besides, I will only be gone for six months and I will be coming back to Illinois because it rains a lot in Washington and I don't deal with rain that well lol.

I will be leaving in mid August I think.  Jessica said I could come out sooner but I am planning on going to Vegas for a week in June and then to Orlando for week at the beginning of August. I will probably be leaving soon after returning from Orlando...well that is the plan as of right now anyway.  I am thinking of this as another College Program only because I will be gone for six months. It will not be the same as the College Program because I will not be working at the Happiest Place on Earth but it's all good. All I am asking is that there are some good gay bars there because I am sure I am going to want to go out once in a while lol.

So wish me luck. I will keep y'all informed on everything that is happening like when I am for sure moving and stuff. This is going to be one exciting adventure!!!!

Being Sick Sucks ASS!!!!

So I feel like I wanna die rite now. I don't know what's wrong with me it just came on all of a sudden.  I'm losing my voice, my nose is running like crazy, and now my back is killing me as well. I stayed home from work today and slept ALL day and I still feel like death. And to top off the nephews are screaming their heads off  which is giving me a fucking migraine :( Lets hope by tomorrow I'll be feeling better because I have to go back to work and it's going to suck if I still feel like this.

Thanks to Michael, Eric, and Leah for checking up on me. I really appreciate it.

One of the BEST Weekends Ever!!!!

So my weekend started at like 11 am on Friday. My friend Hillary and I both got off work early because it was slow. We decided  to go to Buffalo WIld WIngs for lunch. I was supposed to be goin on rollerskating with this boy that nite and Hillary said I should text him and see if he wanted to come to lunch with us  and he said sure.  Michael is HILARIOUS and very cute I mite add lol. After Bdubs we all went to the crappy little mall there in Mattoon so Hillary  could pick out an outfit for Saturday.

That night after picking Hillary's son up from the babysitter, the four of us went rollers skating in Mattoon and had a TON of fun. Michael was a little tipsy when we picked him up from his house and it was funny watching him fall down on the skating rink. When we were playing wipeout I fell and ripped my favorite pair of jeans and fucked up my camera but I still had a great time. After roller skating we all went back to Hillary's apartment to spend the night. Michael and I were up till like 4am just talking and talking about anything and everything. Then we both fell asleep on her couch lol. It was cute. Hillary told me that morning that she was gonna take a picture of us but she couldn't find my camera lol.

Saturday, the three of us went to Fox Ridge State  Park for Gays in the Park. We didn't really hang out with them  the whole time because it was kinda boring so we decided to go hiking and take pictures. The pictures turned out AMAZINGLY. We had a blast doing our little photoshoot. When we got back to my house and looked at them we said we should turn them in to a modeling agency lol.

Last night, Hillary, her some of her friends, Michael and I all went to Champaign to go to Chester Street Bar, the gay bar there. We had SOOOOO much fun. Michael is by far the BEST dancer I have EVER danced with in my life...well he is Latino so that's probably why lol. And when LoveGame by Lady Gaga came on...lets just say that things got REALLY heated up between the two us. I've come to love that song a WHOLE lot  more lol. We left the bar at 2 when it closed and went to Denny's in Tuscola to get some food in us cuz we were all starving our asses off and EXTREMELY dehydrated. I haven't danced that much or that hard since I was in FLorida.

We got back to my house at like 4am exhausted beyond belief. Hillary passed out on my couch with her son (my sister babysat  him while we were gone) and Michael and I passed out on my bed. This was by far the best weekend I have had since I have been home from Florida and I will never forget it!!!

                                                    

Walking...

So everynite (when it's not raining of course) i go for a walk. They usually take about an hour or so. It gives me a chance to clear my head after a long day. I think about a lot when I'm walking. About my how my love life is nonexistent and how sucky that is. About my family and how screwed up we all are lol. About Disney and how much I miss it. About how I should not have fucked up down there and went to work when I was supposed to and. About this boy that I really like and not knowing if he likes me or not. About how blessed I am about having an amazing sister who is letting me stay with her rent free. About not knowing if I am going to certify at the end of the week and being able to keep my job. About all my friends still down in Florida and how much I miss them.

I think about all of these things and probably more as well...I love my walks because they get me out of the house for awhile and that is always good...especially when you live a 6yo and a 2yo lol.

Live, Laugh, Love

So....

Yeah so this is my first blog. Derek told me to do set one of these up cuz he thinks I talk too much, which really is true lol. So today was my first day of Certification Week at the job. Basically if I dont certify by the end of the week I get fired so im kinda a nervouse wreck rite now lol.

I've also been thinkin about whether or not I should really go back to school in the fall or just keep workin and save up enough money to move back to where I belong. I've decided with the latter. I can always go back to school after I am down in Florida for a year. And besides I need to pay off some of my current student loans before I can even think about tackin on more. I am excited about moving back home. Like I said it is where I truly belong and there is no other place where I want to be.

I think that is enough for one day. Thanks to Derek who told me about this. I wish I would have known about this before when I was down at Disney ;)